Before We Went Our Separate Ways, We Were Together For Life

People experience love in different ways. Ours was the one who goes too fast, who leads us not to have time to think, to think or to feel.

It is obvious that our love was unique, of those which we only see in the cinema or in the series. Every day I became more and more aware that our story was too good to be true. And that’s what we both thought.

As the days passed, we both believed in a feeling full of beauty and purity.

We were blinded by the emotion to have found something so precious and unique. This feeling led us to never question our relationship, because we were really meant for each other.

In this way, we were never able to highlight what we had and that is why our separation was even more painful.

We were able to fly and be together forever. Every time we saw each other the hugs, kisses and the minutes of our love were like the first day.

Our hearts were flooded with happiness and we filled each other with joy. We were invincible and nothing could break this magic.

With just one look, I felt like we were going to be together for life. When I got to know you in just a few hours, we started this path without parting.

Sometimes I think maybe it was our mistake: neglecting what we had, not stopping every moment and not knowing each other more deeply.

It is obvious that when we find a moment so perfect, nothing matters to us anymore. I was sure that we were united by a unique and magical lace.

A union so incredible that it made me want to follow you everywhere, and you were thinking the same.

With that feeling, we were going to build our life together without anything else being important to us. And we started our story at full speed.

So much so that we failed and crashed into each other in our own reality.

We did not yet know each other well enough and time began to hurt us. Thus, we did not know how to feel empathy and understand the other.

And it happened. We realized that we didn’t mean that much to each other, at least not as much as we felt and thought.

I just realized that it was not me who had to accompany you all life, and that you were surely not the person who had to accompany me.

The pain of feeling that I couldn’t satisfy you, that we weren’t compatible, or that being so different didn’t allow us to understand each other.

All this led us to no longer want to be together so much, neither physically nor internally. We thought our bodies were what held us together. Our hearts no longer felt this need, the need to be together, full of love and peace.

The sadness that we have felt for many days already became immense, generating a deep barrier. We are separated. We no longer dreamed of a life together, and our desires started to take different paths.

I felt very empty. Speed ​​was our executioner, speeding up time and love. A relationship that came to an expiration date and prompted me to surrender.

To believe that you too were leaving, that our fairy tale and our magnificent story was ending.

They say that cultivating love is the easiest to do in life. But I failed to do so.

I surrendered and fled, coward. I let you fly. And you let me fly. But we keep looking at the sky because I know our love has no end.

I am sure that in another place, in another life or maybe in another body, we will find each other and we can truly love each other.

Learn together, understand each other, have empathy for each other, enjoy and share a friendship. And more. 

You will always be in my heart, in which you will never stop beating your wings.